Number 5

Isn't it funny how you can hear a song over and over again, know all the lyrics, and maybe even know how to play guitar to it and still not fully grasp the intensity of the lyrics? #5 is definitely one of those songs. I first heard it my freshman year at Hume when our band was Something Like Silas (now Future of Forestry). Back then this song was really pretty and had a cool girl's part ("I cannot touch you..."), but I don't think I fully grasped the power behind these incredible lyrics (I probably still don't get it but I pray that my eyes will continue to be opened to it). Anyway, we played it last night at Youth Group and it really made me think about how even though I cannot touch, hold, or see God, I know him. I hear his voice and his words in the silence of my day... Truly a beautiful song!

Hear Your Words
Hear your voice
Like the sound of rushing water to my soul
In the company of mystery

I am lost
I am found
In a whirlwind of my mind to comprehend
All the vastness of your beauty Lord

So Please Tell me (I cannot touch You)
In this Holy fear that you are near me (I cannot hold You)
In silence I will know that you (I cannot See You)
Will hear me Lord (But I know You)


Here I fall
At Your feet
And my heart will lift it's cries to be relieved
Of the things that keep me from you Lord

My soul knows
That one day
When this body and this mind have perished then
I will join in Heaven's songs until then

Please Tell me (I cannot touch You)
In this holy fear that you are near me (I cannot hold You)
In silence I will know that You (I cannot see You)
Will hear me Lord (But I know You)

A Trip Down Memory Lane

It is not very often that I get a weekend off, let alone get a weekend off where I get to go and visit my mom's family. This last week my grandma had surgery on her foot and stayed with us for a week while her foot began to heal. My mom drove her back down to Palmdale on Thursday where she was greeted by my Tia Irma and her son Aaron. My mom came back that day gloating about how cute Aaron (he is 4 by the way) is and how much fun she had sitting on the floor playing board games for hours. So Saturday we decided that we wanted to play with Aaron too so we drove back down there for the afternoon.

The minute that we walked in the door, Aaron invited us to play this Pop-Up Pirate game with him (basically it's this Pirate in a barrel and you pock swords into the sides of the barrel until the Pirate unexpectedly jumps up out of the barrel... sort of a Don't Break the Ice sort of game...). We must have played the game around 4 or 5 times, and every time that stupid little Pirate scared the crap out of me... Aaron thought it was pretty funny! After we got tired of the Pop-Up game (and by we I mean Janae and I... Aaron could have played that thing forever!) we moved onto an all time classic, Candy Land!!! I remember playing this game when I was a kid and I always remember getting really angry when I would get bumped backwards on the board. I half expected Aaron to be the same way, but he handled his losses so well! I was really amazed! After a round or two of Candy Land, we took a movie break (Yeah Alice in Wonderland!!!). Throughout the whole movie Aaron and I had tickle wars (I always won of course... but he was a solid second...). The rest of the day was full of more games (Chutes and Ladders), more amazing Disney movies (Aladdin and The Little Mermaid... it's really amazing what you miss in movies when you are 6 years old... Disney was a dark guy who put a really heavy focus of falling in love... weird). All of this brought me back to when I was a kid (you know, way back in the day since I am so old...) and playing random games with my sisters. Camp outs in the living room with TGIF and the latest Disney movie. Tickle wrestling with my Dad until I couldn't stand it any longer. There are definitely some good memories crammed into my brain and it was really fun to dust off some of those old memories this weekend.

What A Day... Oh What A Day!

What a day, OH What a day!

My Baby sister ran away
And now my tuba will not play!
What a day, OH What a day!

Well, my little sister didn't run away and I haven't played the tuba since the 5th grade (look at me still rhyming) but I thought this poem was appropriate for my lovely day! I had decided not to go down to school because I am still working on curing my jet-lag and I really wanted to finish painting my room (Tuesday when I got home I felt really inspired to bring some color into my room so I started painting). I got up around 7am (jet-lag is still working me pretty hard) and watched Across the Universe. After the movie, I drove over to Ace to pick up some more paint and then I went over to the Coffee shop to get some coffee and say Hi to Cory. By the time I got to Loma I noticed that my car was making a lot of noise and driving really strange so I pulled over to Mira Monte School and found that my right back tire was shredded to pieces. Seeing that I didn't have my phone (the ONE day I forget it) I wobbled my car over to the Smith's house to call AAA to come and put on my spare. The whole thing was really quite funny and I have no idea how it happened but it what a day it was.

Adventures In Odessey... Or Kandern?

I have officially been back in the states for the last two days and I still am fighting major jetlag, but it is all well worth it. My trip started off last Monday afternoon. My mom and I ended up leaving way too early for the airport putting me there 3 hours before my flight was scheduled to leave. Seeing that it was a Monday and I had no baggage to check (that's right, I did all carry-ons which made traveling a thousand times less stressful), I made it through check-in and security in less than ten minutes. I spent most of my time reading and people watching and the time went by really fast! This trip was very unique in that it was my first time traveling completely by myself which was super exciting! It was also the first time I have been on an airplane that was only half full! On my first flight out to Frankfurt I had the window seat and the aisle seat all to myself making it really easy to lounge and sleep most of the flight. An hour after arriving in Frankfurt I found out that my 5pm flight to Basel was canceled and that I had been put on the 10pm flight instead. I bought myself a sandwich and some water for dinner along with a Sudoku (it was all in German, but that why I like numbers... it's universal!). The 5 hours went by really fast and my flight to Basel was really short. I was greeted by Délice and her brother Rémy who were in crazy wigs and sunglasses with a sign "Hollywood Ambassadors: Michaela Andrews."

To avoid a novel of an entry, let me see if I can give you the highlights of my week. Wednesday afternoon (Délice and I slept in pretty late every morning which was amazing since I never get the opportunity to sleep in) we went into Basel for the last of the Fasnacht Parades. We spent most of the time walking around Basel and running away from people trying to attack us with confetti! It was so funny to see grown men and women in crazy masks and costumes! It really was a fun day. Valentines Day we were treated to a beautiful breakfast of cupcakes made my Délice's dad. We walked over to BFA and I got to see a lot of the GEMKs from conference and I also got to meet a lot of other really cool MKs. Later that night we went to an all girls Valentines Day dinner party which was a ton of fun. It was really cool meeting some new people and hanging out with all of them on Valentines Day.

Friday night we went to Délice's friend Heidi's house for a sleepover. Délice is performing in a Trio for a Candle Light Dinner later this week so we went over so the girls could practice their song and practice getting all dressed up and stuff! Saturday we went over to BFA for the Candle Light Dinner dress rehearsal and ended up hanging out there most of the day. It was fun watching all of the kid's acts and hanging out with the MKs in between different performances. Later that night we watched the movie Once with some MKs. I definitely recommend this movie to anyone who doesn't mind a ton of F*Bombs. It was a remarkable film, but it is rated R for language (nothing else though, it's very clean and truly a beautiful film!). Sunday we went to BFCF (BFA's church service) for church which was really cool! I really miss going to church and am sort of inspired to find a way to start going to a church again.

Monday was a crazy day! I went with Délice to her work and got to meet all of the amazing kids she always tells me about. Around noon she drove me to the airport to head home again. Sitting in the airport was really strange because there was NO ONE there! Our flight to Frankfurt was about 30 mins late, but my layover was pretty long so it wasn't a big deal (the highlight of this flight was probably one of the flight attendants: she had the WORST fake tan I have EVER seen! She was almost purple it was so bad!!!). The second flight of the day was from Frankfurt to San Fransisco (about 10 hours). I somehow got put in Economy Plus so the seats were wider and there was way more leg room (plus the seat next to me was empty again!). To avoid loosing my mind I slept the majority of the flight which really screwed me up as far as jet-lag avoidance.We got into San Fransisco an Hour early and again I did a ton of people watching. It's really fascinating the dynamics you see between people when you stop to pay attention. Anyway, my flight to LA was an hour late which put me into LA at about 1am Tuesday morning. Thinking that it was still 10am (9 hour time difference), I was wide awake the rest of the morning.

I am doing better now, but yesterday was really bad. I was actually inspired to start painting my room but once 2pm came around I couldn't function any longer. I was able to hang on until 7pm before completely crashing (I got to the point of being so tired I just wanted to cry!). I went to school today which was pretty relaxed, but I am definitely needing to get back on a normal schedule.

Overall, the trip really was a Blast! I think my favorite memory was sitting with Délice and Rémy in her room, listening to Adventures in Odyssey (good memories!). It was so nice to hang out with Délice and her family and it was really cool to see and even hang out with some of the MKs from conference! Thanks again Délice for opening up your home and sharing your life with me for a week!

PS: I was too lazy to put pictures on this entry so you will have follow this link and look at them there!

Leaving On A Jet Plane

That's right! In about 9 hours I will be sitting on a plane on my way to Kandern, Germany! I am so excited I can hardly focus and get things done (hence the blogging). I am not planning on checking any luggage which makes packing a bit more of a challenge, but it's a very exciting challenge! It turns out that the new Truth backpack that Ryan gave me (Well, Cory gave it to Ryan and he was so kind to pass it on to me... Thanks Ryan!) is much larger than I had originally thought. Most of my stuff seems to fit in that while the remaining scraps of whatever you need to take with you when you travel are going in a briefcase.

Work went well this weekend. It was sort of a madhouse of chaos at times, but all in all it was another successful weekend (Thank God!). Last night after work, Stephanie, Janae, and I went down to Ventura for last minute stuff and our traditional In N Out barge! Stephanie is going to be leaving while I am gone so it was nice to hang out with her before she heads back "down under" for another semester of school.

For now I am hanging out trying to tie up loose ends. Please pray me this week while I am away! Take care everyone and I will be back in a week!

Lent Anyone?

Throughout High School and college I have heard people talk about what they were giving up for Lent. Last year, due to a strong conviction on Fair Trade in the Chocolate industry, Ryan and Amber gave up chocolate for Lent. That was the first time that I actually looked into what Lent was and why it is practiced.

Well, in case you weren't aware (and don't feel bad if you didn't because I wasn't aware of it until Ryan sent me an email about it today), tomorrow is Ash Wednesday which marks the first day of Lent. Like I said I wouldn't have known it was Lent unless Ryan hadn't sent me this email of a different Lent activity:

I saw this on Scot McKnight's (author/theologian) blog site, and thought
that it would be a great activity for us all to participate in.
40 Day Challenge <http://www.jesuscreed.org/?p=3384>
/I am asking my blog’s readers to consider a challenge for Lent. No, it
is not giving up anything. Instead, it helps move Lent into 40 days of
living out the gospel: I am asking you to begin and end each day of Lent
(beginning Wednesday) by reciting the Jesus Creed. And, whenever it
comes to mind throughout the day, I am asking you to recite it again. In
your evening recitation of the Jesus Creed, we are asking you to give
some moments of recollection to confess any sins against the Jesus Creed
throughout the day./

/Here it is:/

*/Hear O Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is One.
Love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all
your mind, and with all your strength.
The second is this: Love your neighbor as yourself.
There is no commandment greater than these./*

/What we are discovering — in tune with the wisdom of ancient Israel’s
recitation of Shema and the early church’s recitation of the Jesus Creed
and the Lord’s Prayer — is that this sacred rhythm works love of God and
love of others into the bones and sinews of each day. Who will take this
challenge? /

Basically the challenge is to begin each day with a recitation of the Jesus Creed and ends each day with another recitation of the Jesus Creed and a personal check of how well you lived out those words. It sounds like a neat way to participate in Lent this year and see how this changes our day to day lives. I am going to try it out and I pray that God will allow me to live out the Gospel and Love God by Loving Others.

All Jacked Up!

Poor Nae-Nae! This weekend she was playing soccer and landed funny on her foot or something and heard a giant pop in her knee. The ER doctors took x-rays and stuff but they really have no idea what's wrong with it. She has to go see our family doctor and get a referral to see an orthopedic surgeon. For now she is hanging out in a giant leg brace and hobbling around on crutches. Poor Nae-Nae!

School is going well. I really like my classes which makes the semester much more bearable. Right now I am just sort of trying to tie up some loose ends before heading over to Germany for a week! I am so excited!!! Work was super mellow this weekend. 2/3rds of our kids went up to Mammoth for the weekend which made for super low numbers. This weekend we are heading down to the Science Museum which I am sort of excited for! We shall see how it goes!