God Is Good... All the Time!!!

I love concerts. I love going into the city and getting dressed up and fancy to go listen and enjoy some live music. This last Friday I got to see Brandi Carlile for the 3rd time and I have to say, the concert was incredible. She never fails to impress me with her ability to perform every single show as if it were her last. She goes all out for every performance and for that I am eternally grateful. 

This last Friday, my sister and I went to Oakland to watch Brandi Carlile. We were thrilled to be seeing her and enjoyed walking around a little and enjoying downtown Oakland. We parked in a parking lot (you know the ones with the attendant who puts the ticket on your car etc. etc.) and went to enjoy some beverages and an absolutely incredible concert. When we got back to my car, however, the high we were on from the music quickly came crashing down. Someone had broken the small, vent window on the back door of my car (you know the little window on the door that doesn't roll down but is just there... that one...), pulled down the back seat and took my work bag from the back of my car. Now, I knew better. Of course I did. It's freaking Oakland! Of course my car was going to get broken into. Why would I have the bag in there in the first place. Well, since we went straight from work, I had my bag with me, but I did do everything I could to try to hide the bag. It was in the back of the car with the screen cover thing pulled over so you honestly could not see the bag at all. But whoever decided to break into my car got really lucky to find that an idiot like me left her shit in her car for them to take. This has to be a thing that they do, because at least 5 other cars in the same parking lot had been broken into as well. Same window broken, pulled down the back seat and grabbed anything that looked good. 

In that bag, they got my work laptop, my work iPad, two TI-84 graphing calculators, chargers, student's tests, and some other laptop and iPad adapters. They scored. I filed my first police report and am now waiting for insurance to figure out replacing the missing window in my car. Happy freaking birthday to me...

All in all though, I have to keep reminding myself that it could have been much MUCH worse. First of all, they only took the bag. I mean, there was other stuff in the back of the car (a couple blankets, a chair, my north face jacket, an umbrella) but they didn't take those. The glove box was unlocked and in it was my registration and a bag of coins which they didn't touch. In the center console of the car were a couple of iPhone cables, a watch, a headlamp, and... Here's the big one... a spare key to my car!!!! They could have taken my whole freaking car but they only took my bag and for that I can't help but give a big sigh of relief. 

God is good. All the time. That's another thing that I have had to continually remind myself this weekend and something that I was smacked over the head with in church this morning. Things could have been much worse and they weren't. It's only a little window in my car and while I am nervous to drive it around all week without that little window, I can still drive my car and there doesn't seem to be any rain in the forecast for the week which is definitely something to be thankful for right now. In church today, I was reminded about finding peace in the presence of God. That in His presence, He has everything that we need. Yes we need to be cautious, yes we need to try to protect ourselves and make wise choices and be good stewards of the things that He entrusts us with, but that's just the thing... They are HIS things... Those were not my things (and maybe it would have been harder to come to that realization if those actually were my belongings instead of the schools but still), those were HIS things. He entrusted them to me and He can take them away. 

Today in church we sang this song and it kinda destroyed me. It reminded me that in His presence is where I need to be. This week more than ever. It's been a crazy, stressful, anxiety ridden weekend and I know this week will just continue that, but this song gave me some peace. This song helped me remember that God is good, all of the time. And even though I am stressed and nervous about the fallout that may come from this whole situation, I can have peace knowing that God is good, all of the time and in His presence there is peace.

"Your Presence"

by Planetshakers

All of my life I've searched for You Lord
You called me to Your side
With all of my heart, I'm desperate for more
Your presence is my life
The cry of my heart
Is to be where You are

I love Your presence
I love Your presence
Father where You are is where I wanna be
Hidden in Your courts is everything I need

You are my strength, You are my shield
Surround me with Your song
All that my soul will know is Your peace
You hide me in Your love
The cry of my heart
Is to be where You are

I love Your presence
I love Your presence
Father where You are is where I wanna be
Hidden in Your courts is everything I need

I love Your presence
I love Your presence
I can hear You call, I run into Your arms
Jesus You are all, my heart is longing for

Father You are my heart's desire
Overwhelmed I will worship You
I will dance to the dance of heaven
All my heart be enthralled by You

I love Your presence
I love Your presence
Father where You are is where I wanna be
Hidden in Your courts is everything I need

I love Your presence
I love Your presence
I can hear You call, I run into Your arms
Jesus You are all, my heart is longing for